A week feels like years

It's already been a week, but it feels like never-ending, 5 years to be exact.

I try so hard to forget, to not mention, to not think, it will still haunts me, daytime, night time, sleeps, dreams, nightmare, etc

Well, I guess it's better I myself kept quiet on it, to anyone but me. That would be so much better.

Freedom of the seas

Finally, after really long, difficult frustrating, I have move on, and tell myself, do not ever dwell on the past, it will always haunt you if you do not provide freedom.

Ever since it happened, I kept thinking to myself, is it a dream? A challenge? A test of character? Whatever it is, I'm glad that finally I have given freedom of the seas... but why seas?

Seas, there will always no boundaries, no limits, only water and creatures living in it. It has come to my inner sense that, only freedom will conclude everything which given so many hardships, so many tears, so many anger, so many frustration and much more, on which represent a character of a evil. Why had an evil things in you & keep it haunted you?

Have it ever occured to you that it never happened to you may not meant that it does not exists.....We come to love not by finding a perfect person but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly, everything in life is in Contexure. When there is a problem, there will always be a solution. See the world at diffrent point of view, trust me, it will look wonderfully.

Based on this purely make sense to come to such conclusion. No point bickering one and another. As such, I'm very at my own sense to say, I had forgive & forget :)

To whom concerned or may reading this, Move on. I had forgive & forget. Time to move on, no point looking back with regret, with pithiness. Only carry the sweet & good memories to you, keep this until you can take it out and share when you are old. Always sees it positive, no regret and life, trust me, will look wonderfully.....

As my gift to you, wishes you always well, healthy, no sufferings and eventually, just like the drawing itself.....

http://video.sina.com.cn/v/b/46301797-1956226107.html

Moon Represent My Heart (月亮代表我的心)

As I'am penning another post of my blog here, suddenly I peep out from my window, and saw how beautiful the moon is tonight.

Looking at the moon for few minutes, flash back the memories of yesteryears, full of nothing but sweet all these years...... drooling over the moon until forgotten to continue here.

As looking at the moon now, can't stop from admiring at it.

Looking at it tells something that probably moon able to represent me tonight to that person, you know who you are, that enjoy it while it can, as it won't always be there, cherish it, keep it in the memory vault which would not able to hacked by anyone.

Thus, Moon Represent My Heart (月亮代表我的心) would be my post title.

I was thinkin' about you

Thinking about me

Thinking about us, what we gonna be?

Upon open my eyes, it's was only just a memorable & sweet dream.

Deep Impact

Life.... is as fragile as it seems....

Something which we do not have total control over it, but what we can do is to think positive after a period of time, whether days, weeks, months, years or may not even able to forget it. I do not want to predict, how does it will take, the pain is still too deep to heal.

I don't know, how long will takes, perhaps one of the biggest upset in life.

Many people comes and go, talk, support, advise, scoldings, bashing...

Why? I always ask myself this few days. Is it the end of the road? Probably yes and a possible no. Will I survive this tsunami? Will I be swallowed by this huge, gigantic impact? Only times will tell.

I found that that the original song, 最后一次 (一个17岁女孩的遗作)

is not this video posted on youtube, but this is the original video.

For now, let myself alone to be with the song.

Recent Occurance

I'm back to the blogger life since stopping for the past 3 years.

Some things happened that inspire me to re-write again.

After all, life is full of colours, as well as black & white.

Too many things happen in this few months which, for the good or the bad, either you like it or you hate it, life goes on, but with some hesitations.

Anyway, this blog in future will contains of many many life journeys, not only from me, as well as people around me.

Furthermore, I'm looking into the possibilities to add some postings about food & places.

Stay tuned for more...

p/s: my old blog doesn't exist now.... I'm starting from afresh