Will you hold or I hold?

Little girl and her father were crossing a bridge. The father was kind of scared so he asked his little daughter, "Sweetheart, please hold my hand so that you don't fall into the river". The little girl said, "No, dad, you hold my hand". "What's the difference?" Asked the puzzled father, "There's a big difference", replied the little girl. "If I hold your hand and something happens to me, chances are that I may let your hand go. But if you hold my hand, I know for sure that no matter what happens, you will never let my hand go".

In any relationship, the essence of trust is not in its bind, but in its bond. So hold the hand of the person who loves you rather than expecting them to hold yours...

Respect?

Been showing respect and pushing aside since I was young.

What do I get in return?

Shit for return. Not a single respect at all.

心里想说的话

不知道, 当时间我不能睡那时候

我记想有些话我真的想说

但她不想听想谈

我不知道如何告诉她在我心中很想说

就是:

当粗有一份真正的爱在我的面前

我没有珍视

等我失去的那候

我后悔不能够内救

如果上天给哆一格机会回头

我会跟那个女孩说三个字

我爱你

如果非要在这份爱上面要有一个期限

不是一生一世

我希望是一万年

我现在说什么也没用
但我希望你能原谅我，一切都重新开始

能够吗？

Rich or Greed?

Sometime ago, I met up a long known friend whom his background was superb, family well to be, various businesses from small, medium & large, legal and illegal, and so on....

The thing that motivates me to write here about this story is that, although this friend of mine is considered rich of the riches, he still pursuit to be more even richer, principles, philosophy, etc etc.... he introduced me to be his partner in MLM (Multi-Level Marketing)!!! Those who close & know me that how hate I am towards MLM!! And yet introduced to me so-called superb products which is popular in where and where, and try to brain-wash me into joining and invest certain amount of money to get rich , and yet invite me for a conversation with a foreigner in which the rest is history.

I'm into making money, but not MLM! F***!! I have my own philosophy too, I make money with my 2 bare hands, I don't wish to get rich quickly, though I really wanna retired young & enjoy life with my loved ones. It's simply against my principle if I join MLM.

I'm not those whom discriminate MLM or I'm biased towards it, just that the way they conduct business ethnics & codes is outta' my way. I'm a honest person, I do not wanna drag or 'con' someone into parting with monies of their own & lure them into all kinds of troubles.

Seen so many around me who fell to this MLM things sort of, some of them able to climb up & stand up, but there are also whom once fall, never seem like standing up & go up. Too many of these makes me really have a deep thought, and to be honest, I'm a victim of myself too, and CLEARLY I do not want to involve in it again.

How good is that MLM companies, how great, how many billions they made is not my concern! What is the difference between MLM & get rich quick scheme?? They promise you with sweet & heavenly promises that if you find this & that, in X months, you make X amount....but on whose expenses?

I do have my own sets of philosophy & principles & I do not advise to get rich by MLM... you have hands, legs, eyes & ears. Do the right thing, make money by your 2 bare hands, with honest, smart way....

September 2

Virgos born on September 2 need to feel that they're in control in all aspects of life. They are practical, serene, organized. They have good leadership potential. They are devoted to their loved ones, although a quiet nature may give them the appearance of being somewhat unemotional.

Virgo Information for September 2 You should embrace: Self-sufficiency, high spirits, spontaneity You should avoid: Bad habits, lack of focus, mistakes in love

Friends and Lovers

September 2 people are shy and often find it hard to make friends, so they cherish the ones they have. Where romantic love is concerned, they are extremely vulnerable. They often experience disappointment early, only to find true love years later.

Children and Family

September 2 natives are extremely close to family. This can cause problems with their spouse if they are not empathetic to the situation. They are good parents, though they may not be able to show their true feelings.

Health

People born on this date have a sense of vulnerability about their health. It's possible that they were somewhat sickly as children. Because they are not as disciplined as many Virgo natives, they need to be careful of their dietary habits.

Career and Finances

September 2 natives are curious to discover how things work, so they make good engineers, researchers, scientists, chemists, medical personnel, private investigators, law enforcement agents, and teachers. Finances may be in flux, because they are likely to spend money from emotionalism rather than from their good sense.

Dreams and Goals

The people born on this date tend to keep their goals to themselves. This doesn't indicate a lack of belief in themselves, but rather a fear of letting others down. Yet quietly, without ceremony, most September 2 people reach their objectives.

It's a life which have no U turns

Today, I did the unthinkable which I never thought I would. It's so difficult, so awkward at times. But, anyway, what happened is being done, there is no turn back button or any U turns, but I trust what I'm doing is right.

I'm still thinking of my lifetime plan which all the while I wish to, leave everything here, bring the heart to somewhere else and never ever come back again. But there is a force & a voice who told me "You can't go, you can't just go as like this without properly everything in place."

It keep waking me up every night for the past nearly 3 months, who this voice belongs to? Who are you actually? Why I shouldn't go? I keep asking myself as I'm awake, why are you keep talking to me? Are there anything that I should really do?

This world never being a fair & just place, anywhere, everywhere, everyone...

February 5th

Aquarians born on February 5 have an intense and magnetic personality. Paradoxically, they also have a loner mentality, though they can shine socially. They are haughty yet lovable. They have a strong code of behavior and generally have strong religious or spiritual beliefs. They have a thoroughly modern outlook but are set in their ways.

Friends and Lovers

Because the men and women born on February 5 are private, they regard personal relationships as sacrosanct. They often learn a great deal about themselves from friendships. In romance, they struggle to commit to a lasting relationship.

Children and Family

February 5 natives often show signs of their introspective nature early. If they are not an only child, it's likely that there is a distance of more than a few years between themselves and another sibling. They are good at parenting, infusing it with the same measure of fairness they bring to other important facets of life.

Health

Since many people born on February 5 tend toward a sedentary lifestyle, they need a regimen that includes a healthy diet and a regular workout routine. They are sensitive individuals who generally suffer from sleep disorders. In order to restore calm, they need to refrain from caffeine.

Career and Finances

People born on February 5 are drawn to careers that allow them to do their work in private. They excel as researchers, though medicine and the sciences are high on their list. They are indifferent about handling their finances and often turn that job over to a professional.

Dreams and Goals

February 5 people like to establish emotional boundaries. They fear being hurt and feel safe only when they have control of the relationship. They place less importance on their personal lives than most people. Yet when they manage to find a relationship that works, they are spiritually and emotionally energized.

You should embrace: That special talent, mental energy, ecstasy

You should avoid: Foolish risks, envy, co-dependency

A week feels like years

It's already been a week, but it feels like never-ending, 5 years to be exact.

I try so hard to forget, to not mention, to not think, it will still haunts me, daytime, night time, sleeps, dreams, nightmare, etc

Well, I guess it's better I myself kept quiet on it, to anyone but me. That would be so much better.

Freedom of the seas

Finally, after really long, difficult frustrating, I have move on, and tell myself, do not ever dwell on the past, it will always haunt you if you do not provide freedom.

Ever since it happened, I kept thinking to myself, is it a dream? A challenge? A test of character? Whatever it is, I'm glad that finally I have given freedom of the seas... but why seas?

Seas, there will always no boundaries, no limits, only water and creatures living in it. It has come to my inner sense that, only freedom will conclude everything which given so many hardships, so many tears, so many anger, so many frustration and much more, on which represent a character of a evil. Why had an evil things in you & keep it haunted you?

Have it ever occured to you that it never happened to you may not meant that it does not exists.....We come to love not by finding a perfect person but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly, everything in life is in Contexure. When there is a problem, there will always be a solution. See the world at diffrent point of view, trust me, it will look wonderfully.

Based on this purely make sense to come to such conclusion. No point bickering one and another. As such, I'm very at my own sense to say, I had forgive & forget :)

To whom concerned or may reading this, Move on. I had forgive & forget. Time to move on, no point looking back with regret, with pithiness. Only carry the sweet & good memories to you, keep this until you can take it out and share when you are old. Always sees it positive, no regret and life, trust me, will look wonderfully.....

As my gift to you, wishes you always well, healthy, no sufferings and eventually, just like the drawing itself.....

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Moon Represent My Heart (月亮代表我的心)

As I'am penning another post of my blog here, suddenly I peep out from my window, and saw how beautiful the moon is tonight.

Looking at the moon for few minutes, flash back the memories of yesteryears, full of nothing but sweet all these years...... drooling over the moon until forgotten to continue here.

As looking at the moon now, can't stop from admiring at it.

Looking at it tells something that probably moon able to represent me tonight to that person, you know who you are, that enjoy it while it can, as it won't always be there, cherish it, keep it in the memory vault which would not able to hacked by anyone.

Thus, Moon Represent My Heart (月亮代表我的心) would be my post title.

I was thinkin' about you

Thinking about me

Thinking about us, what we gonna be?

Upon open my eyes, it's was only just a memorable & sweet dream.

Deep Impact

Life.... is as fragile as it seems....

Something which we do not have total control over it, but what we can do is to think positive after a period of time, whether days, weeks, months, years or may not even able to forget it. I do not want to predict, how does it will take, the pain is still too deep to heal.

I don't know, how long will takes, perhaps one of the biggest upset in life.

Many people comes and go, talk, support, advise, scoldings, bashing...

Why? I always ask myself this few days. Is it the end of the road? Probably yes and a possible no. Will I survive this tsunami? Will I be swallowed by this huge, gigantic impact? Only times will tell.

I found that that the original song, 最后一次 (一个17岁女孩的遗作)

is not this video posted on youtube, but this is the original video.

For now, let myself alone to be with the song.

Recent Occurance

I'm back to the blogger life since stopping for the past 3 years.

Some things happened that inspire me to re-write again.

After all, life is full of colours, as well as black & white.

Too many things happen in this few months which, for the good or the bad, either you like it or you hate it, life goes on, but with some hesitations.

Anyway, this blog in future will contains of many many life journeys, not only from me, as well as people around me.

Furthermore, I'm looking into the possibilities to add some postings about food & places.

Stay tuned for more...

p/s: my old blog doesn't exist now.... I'm starting from afresh